How I Am

It has been a year now
without you by my side
somehow I feel lonely
thinking of you during my daylight 
or before I close my eyes at night
how I miss you
miss us...

But this is us now
separated
trying to settle down our feeling
at least that's what I am trying to do now
after all this time
it's never been easy
feels like I am gonna cry

HOW I AM
(English translation from some sources :))

I was someone who wanted to give you everything
Just you was enough for me

I am someone who could not give you everything
I let go too easily

Back when we were in love
It must have been so exciting
So good about it
As if I had the whole world

I could not imagine being without you
That's how I am
I was someone who went too far ahead of you
I ended up lost alone

Back when we were in love
It must have been so hard and painful
You used to cry like the world has come to an end
I could not even imagine it once but at some point...

I wonder if you're really okay
Have you completely forgotten about us
Back when we were in love
Why can't I pretend it was just a memory

I miss the face that I cannot forget
I picture it everyday again and again
That's how I am
Someone who is still living back in those times
That's how I am