Setelah setahun lebih nggak makan KFC, tadi siang jadi pilihan menu makan siang. Gara-gara kemarin malem nonton Biscuit Teacher and Star Candy ada adegan Gong Yoo makan KFC. Kayaknya kok enak banget :)
Akhirnya tadi antara kalap dan ngiler, pesen 2 paha bawah crispy sama 1 french fries ukuran besar. Nggak lupa merica dan sambel. Banyak. Banget.
Apa daya....antara bayangan di otak sama kenyataan nggak sinkron. Gigitan pertama. Nggak seenak rekaman di otak. Kentangnya nggak renyah. Ayamnya nggak seenak dulu. Sambel juga nggak ada pedesnya. Bahhhh.....kecewa abis.
Untungnya, saya bukan orang yang keranjingan junk food.
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Friday, January 30, 2015
It's Friday Again....
Wooohoooo it's Friday again...
Alasan kenapa saya suka banget Jumat adalah karena saya bisa pakai ini
Bisa pakai sneakers dan jeans ke kantor itu rasanya lega banget. Senin-Kamis pakai heels 5cm itu nyiksa soalnya. Kenapa nggak pakai flat shoes? Karena itu artinya saya mesti motong semua celana saya. Kalau udah dipotong dan saya kepingin pakai heels, celananya nggak bakalan pas jatuhnya alias cingkrang. Nah...pakai celana cingkrang itu big No No buat saya (jatuhnya pas di mata kaki pun buat saya udah masuk kategori cingkrang :))
Jalan-jalan pun saya lebih suka pakai sneakers. Nggak suka pakai sandal. Selain ngerepotin banget kalau lagi hujan, juga nggak nyaman banget buat saya. Kalau jalan suka kesrimpet sendiri sebabnya.
Nah, kalau untuk baju ke kantor saya lebih seneng pakai cardigan atau sweatshirt. Apalagi musim hujan begini. Tinggal dalemannya aja yang dibongkar pasang. Bisa kemeja, kaos biasa, tank top atau turtle neck. Kalau dihitung-hitung, saya punya 11 cardigan dan 2 sweatshirt. Biar orang kantor nggak bosen liatnya, saya selang-seling. Kalau hari ini pakai cardigan, besoknya pakai blouse atau kemeja :)
Thanks to James Thomas Brudenell yang udah bikin cardigan (dulu disebutnya knitted wool waistcoat) jadi seragam tentara Inggris semasa Crimean War (1853-1856) sampai akhirnya jadi populer banget dan dikasih nama sesuai titlenya - the 7th Earl of Cardigan.
Alasan kenapa saya suka banget Jumat adalah karena saya bisa pakai ini
Bisa pakai sneakers dan jeans ke kantor itu rasanya lega banget. Senin-Kamis pakai heels 5cm itu nyiksa soalnya. Kenapa nggak pakai flat shoes? Karena itu artinya saya mesti motong semua celana saya. Kalau udah dipotong dan saya kepingin pakai heels, celananya nggak bakalan pas jatuhnya alias cingkrang. Nah...pakai celana cingkrang itu big No No buat saya (jatuhnya pas di mata kaki pun buat saya udah masuk kategori cingkrang :))
Jalan-jalan pun saya lebih suka pakai sneakers. Nggak suka pakai sandal. Selain ngerepotin banget kalau lagi hujan, juga nggak nyaman banget buat saya. Kalau jalan suka kesrimpet sendiri sebabnya.
Nah, kalau untuk baju ke kantor saya lebih seneng pakai cardigan atau sweatshirt. Apalagi musim hujan begini. Tinggal dalemannya aja yang dibongkar pasang. Bisa kemeja, kaos biasa, tank top atau turtle neck. Kalau dihitung-hitung, saya punya 11 cardigan dan 2 sweatshirt. Biar orang kantor nggak bosen liatnya, saya selang-seling. Kalau hari ini pakai cardigan, besoknya pakai blouse atau kemeja :)
Thanks to James Thomas Brudenell yang udah bikin cardigan (dulu disebutnya knitted wool waistcoat) jadi seragam tentara Inggris semasa Crimean War (1853-1856) sampai akhirnya jadi populer banget dan dikasih nama sesuai titlenya - the 7th Earl of Cardigan.
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Today...
Happy Wedding to you...
Hope your marriage life ahead just like what you dreamt of
That's all that I can say
Hope your marriage life ahead just like what you dreamt of
That's all that I can say
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
Sleepless Night
Hari ini h-1 dan semua perasaan saya lagi berbalik. Nggak lagi sedih...blank...ataupun kecewa. Tapi marah. Kalau boleh pinjem line yang biasa ada di Korean Drama, pingin rasanya teriak di depannya "What was I to you???" :). Nggak ada omongan apapun. Cuma sms tanya undangan mau dianter kemana. What the....
Pingin cursing, pingin swearing tapi nggak lah. Not my style though.
Kalau kemarin mikir untuk nggak dateng, tapi hari ini pilih sebaliknya. And I will attend the wedding coolly (kalau nggak berubah pikiran lagi :)). Tapi kalaupun nggak jadi dateng, saya tau bukan karena patah hati alasannya.
Mood booster hari ini:
Sleepless Night - Crush feat Punch
ost It's Okay It's Love
Ini lagu sebenernya sedih kata-katanya tapi ketutup sama musiknya yang up beat (ditambah nggak ngerti bahasanya). Lebih tepatnya, musiknya yang bikin saya suka lagu ini. Gloomy feeling nggak harus ditemenin Glenn Fredly lagi :)
I am in love with you, can’t you see my heart?
Please don’t go far away because my tears are about to fall
I am waiting for you
I’m at the same spot, at the same place
Just like how spring comes after the winter (with you)
Feelings rush over me like waves
Tears fall like the star light
It crushes into my heart
Why don’t you love me? (Why?)
Why are you in my head? (Love you)
I can’t say anything but (I don’t wanna cry)
The green roof in front of my house
Are you living there?
All night, I’m staring at that house
I am in love with you, can’t you see my heart?
Please don’t go far away because my tears are about to fall
The coat you always wore, the worn out, brown ruler
The bus that goes home, the restaurant you always went to
These are all memories of you, I remember you
The indie songs that played in your favorite bar
Your old sweater, your red scarf
These are all memories of you, you know?
Like finding shelter when it rains
Like resting when things get hard
I would always protect you from behind (with you)
It’s already past evening
The world silently closes its eyes
Only I have insomnia because of you
Am I the only deserted island?
Or did I set up a prison in my heart?
This is too cruel to be a punishment for love
I hate my heart
I know it love is pain
The crumpled up letter in my blue coat
It’s my true heart that I couldn’t tell you
In my lonely empty room, I confess alone on this sad night
I love you
I am in love with you, can’t you see my heart?
Please don’t go far away because my tears are about to fall
Tonight I wanna cry oh lady tell me why
On this sleepless and lonely night
Tonight I wanna cry oh lady tell me why
A lonely night at thoughts of you
Pingin cursing, pingin swearing tapi nggak lah. Not my style though.
Kalau kemarin mikir untuk nggak dateng, tapi hari ini pilih sebaliknya. And I will attend the wedding coolly (kalau nggak berubah pikiran lagi :)). Tapi kalaupun nggak jadi dateng, saya tau bukan karena patah hati alasannya.
Mood booster hari ini:
Sleepless Night - Crush feat Punch
ost It's Okay It's Love
Ini lagu sebenernya sedih kata-katanya tapi ketutup sama musiknya yang up beat (ditambah nggak ngerti bahasanya). Lebih tepatnya, musiknya yang bikin saya suka lagu ini. Gloomy feeling nggak harus ditemenin Glenn Fredly lagi :)
I am in love with you, can’t you see my heart?
Please don’t go far away because my tears are about to fall
I am waiting for you
I’m at the same spot, at the same place
Just like how spring comes after the winter (with you)
Feelings rush over me like waves
Tears fall like the star light
It crushes into my heart
Why don’t you love me? (Why?)
Why are you in my head? (Love you)
I can’t say anything but (I don’t wanna cry)
The green roof in front of my house
Are you living there?
All night, I’m staring at that house
I am in love with you, can’t you see my heart?
Please don’t go far away because my tears are about to fall
The coat you always wore, the worn out, brown ruler
The bus that goes home, the restaurant you always went to
These are all memories of you, I remember you
The indie songs that played in your favorite bar
Your old sweater, your red scarf
These are all memories of you, you know?
Like finding shelter when it rains
Like resting when things get hard
I would always protect you from behind (with you)
It’s already past evening
The world silently closes its eyes
Only I have insomnia because of you
Am I the only deserted island?
Or did I set up a prison in my heart?
This is too cruel to be a punishment for love
I hate my heart
I know it love is pain
The crumpled up letter in my blue coat
It’s my true heart that I couldn’t tell you
In my lonely empty room, I confess alone on this sad night
I love you
I am in love with you, can’t you see my heart?
Please don’t go far away because my tears are about to fall
Tonight I wanna cry oh lady tell me why
On this sleepless and lonely night
Tonight I wanna cry oh lady tell me why
A lonely night at thoughts of you
Sunday, January 25, 2015
One Last Cry...
I wake up this morning with gloomy feeling. Trying so very hard to get over it but to no avail.
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Kimchi Jjigae
Kimchi jjigae has been my favorite dish for the past 2 months. It's simple yet so delicious. Takes less than 10 mins to prepare and to cook. So, it's so helpful during my nights at kost.
My kimchi jjigae version only needs kimchi, gochujang (Korean chili paste), green onion, mushrooms (as a substitute for pork belly), tofu, fish ball, sesame oil and a pinch of salt.
To cook:
Put some fish balls, tofu and mushrooms into boiling water. Then put one table spoon of gochujang, kimchi, one table spoon of sesame oil (this sesame oil makes the soup tastier), green onion and a pinch of salt. Boil it a few minutes more with medium heat. Ready to eat then :)
So today, I started my Saturday noon with a rerun of Biscuit Teacher and Star Candy (until episode 6) and followed by It's Okay It's Love (IOIL). Then, I ran an errand for some groceries at Kota Kasablanka in the afternoon (got a nice pants, white blouse, cardigan and short sleeve pullover as bonus) then back to kost, had kimchi jjigae for my dinner and now watching IOIL again.
ps:
oneul-eun nan gwaenchanha (today, I am doing fine)
My kimchi jjigae version only needs kimchi, gochujang (Korean chili paste), green onion, mushrooms (as a substitute for pork belly), tofu, fish ball, sesame oil and a pinch of salt.
To cook:
Put some fish balls, tofu and mushrooms into boiling water. Then put one table spoon of gochujang, kimchi, one table spoon of sesame oil (this sesame oil makes the soup tastier), green onion and a pinch of salt. Boil it a few minutes more with medium heat. Ready to eat then :)
So today, I started my Saturday noon with a rerun of Biscuit Teacher and Star Candy (until episode 6) and followed by It's Okay It's Love (IOIL). Then, I ran an errand for some groceries at Kota Kasablanka in the afternoon (got a nice pants, white blouse, cardigan and short sleeve pullover as bonus) then back to kost, had kimchi jjigae for my dinner and now watching IOIL again.
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oneul-eun nan gwaenchanha (today, I am doing fine)
Friday, January 23, 2015
For This Time...Winter Love
And this song also. My best companion during my trying-hard-to-get-sleep-at-night. It comforts me a bit.
credit to Rosemary Kim
This Time...
Finally back to office after taking 4 days off post that freaking shocking news. Am doing just fine though sometimes my legs turn out to be jelly each time that W word comes to mind again :(
Frankly speaking, am still hoping that he will spare some of his time before the day to talk to me. But then again, what for? He does not owe me anything though. Aarrrgggggghhhh crazy!!!
Wish I could've put my heart and mind somewhere far away so that I wouldn't feel this pain.
If I could choose, I would prefer crying endlessly rather than thinking and mutely asking so many whys like this. So tiring....
Help me God...
Frankly speaking, am still hoping that he will spare some of his time before the day to talk to me. But then again, what for? He does not owe me anything though. Aarrrgggggghhhh crazy!!!
Wish I could've put my heart and mind somewhere far away so that I wouldn't feel this pain.
If I could choose, I would prefer crying endlessly rather than thinking and mutely asking so many whys like this. So tiring....
Help me God...
Thursday, January 22, 2015
Find the Differences
Ceritanya lagi multitasking. Dengerin playlist sambil iseng cari foto-fotonya Gong Yoo dan Jo In Sung buat dibandingin.
So...here we go
So...here we go
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| hot barista |
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| cardigan vs sweatshirt |
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| winter vs summer |
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| army in suit |
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| smoking magazine |
Me still pick GY :) Apalagi foto yang pakai kemeja putih + syal item. Same style tapi kok jatuhnya beda banget.
Kemarin habisin 1 seri dramanya Jo In Sung. Judulnya That Winter The Wind Blows. JIS memang lebih tinggi dari GY. Tapi lebih kurus dan cara berdirinya aneh (kayak perempuan hamil gitu tapi kadang bungkuk banget). So, baju dan celananya jatuhnya nggak greget :). Mukanya juga terlalu manis. Kalau ngomong kayak susah mingkem padahal giginya lebih rapi dari GY :). Dan jari-jarinya....nggak jelek sih tapi nggak sebagus GY. Dang it! Do I have finger fetish? hahhaha
Well....isi blog hari ini nggak mutu banget. To be honest, today's blog just to keep/block my mind away from the upcoming moment :(. But still, to no avail.
Just hoping that I can fall asleep after this.
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Numb
Nggak akan ada yang bisa ngerti apa yang saya rasa saat ini. Nggak juga dia. Karena kalau dia bisa ngerti, dia akan coba luangin waktu untuk bicara dengan saya. Apa salah kalau saya nuntut seperti itu? Walaupun kenyataannya memang udah terlambat.
Kata mama:
Bapak di sana pasti seneng lihatnya
Kata adek:
Salah satu di antara kalian memang harus ada yang nikah duluan. Karena kalau nggak, nggak akan bisa selesai
Kata Erwin:
Kau datang dan pergi sesuka pantatmu :)
Kata Udung:
Ini yang gue takutin pai. Trus kalau dia kasih tau duluan, loe mau bilang apa? Ok, congratulation klise gitu?
Kata Arthur:
Lo udah bound sama dia terlalu lama dan udah nggak sama-sama lagi juga udah lama. Pergilah kemana
Kata Sonya:
Yang penting Via baik-baik. Tuhan akan kasih yang terbaik buat Via
Kata saya:
It's not easy for me, Rick yet I will be happy for you. Finally, you've made it. Something that we had dreamed for ages but our path never crossed.
Kata mama:
Bapak di sana pasti seneng lihatnya
Kata adek:
Salah satu di antara kalian memang harus ada yang nikah duluan. Karena kalau nggak, nggak akan bisa selesai
Kata Erwin:
Kau datang dan pergi sesuka pantatmu :)
Kata Udung:
Ini yang gue takutin pai. Trus kalau dia kasih tau duluan, loe mau bilang apa? Ok, congratulation klise gitu?
Kata Arthur:
Lo udah bound sama dia terlalu lama dan udah nggak sama-sama lagi juga udah lama. Pergilah kemana
Kata Sonya:
Yang penting Via baik-baik. Tuhan akan kasih yang terbaik buat Via
Kata saya:
It's not easy for me, Rick yet I will be happy for you. Finally, you've made it. Something that we had dreamed for ages but our path never crossed.
Saranghae
Hari keempat setelah denger berita itu. Rasanya masih campur aduk dan masih dengan 1 pertanyaan yang nggak akan pernah ada jawabannya. Kenapa saya harus denger dari orang lain?
Ironis banget. Jelang akhir tahun kemarin, feeling saya tentang adanya pernikahan di 2015 kuat sekali. Jumat minggu lalu pun, waktu insomnia saya kambuh dan hanya abisin waktu dengan rerun Coffee Prince, mendadak saya kepikiran baju yang akan saya pakai kalau dia menikah. Dan ternyata....kejadian! Feels like a lightning thunder strikes on me.
Dari Senin, ransel berisi barang-barang yang cuma akan ngingetin dia/saya/kita udah siap disingkirin. Semua email pun udah nggak ada bekasnya. Tinggal instant messages di YM yang mendadak nggak bisa diakses dari Ipad. Pun beberapa foto tersisa di facebook yang harus segera saya buang.
No more Teri...no more EOS...no more FLo. Forever.
Terima kasih buat semua hal selama 10 tahun ini. Saranghae....
Ironis banget. Jelang akhir tahun kemarin, feeling saya tentang adanya pernikahan di 2015 kuat sekali. Jumat minggu lalu pun, waktu insomnia saya kambuh dan hanya abisin waktu dengan rerun Coffee Prince, mendadak saya kepikiran baju yang akan saya pakai kalau dia menikah. Dan ternyata....kejadian! Feels like a lightning thunder strikes on me.
Dari Senin, ransel berisi barang-barang yang cuma akan ngingetin dia/saya/kita udah siap disingkirin. Semua email pun udah nggak ada bekasnya. Tinggal instant messages di YM yang mendadak nggak bisa diakses dari Ipad. Pun beberapa foto tersisa di facebook yang harus segera saya buang.
No more Teri...no more EOS...no more FLo. Forever.
Terima kasih buat semua hal selama 10 tahun ini. Saranghae....
Wednesday, January 14, 2015
Playlist
I cannot live without my playlist.
Well, sounds too much tapi kalau sehari aja nggak dengerin playlist di iphone, rasanya ada yang kurang. Berangkat kantor, jalan kaki ke kost, di kantor sembari bikin expenses, di taksi, di bus, di pesawat bahkan di mobil pas lagi pergi sama rombongan sirkus. Lagi nunggu, sambil makan (kalau makan sendiri tapinya), lagi di toilet, belanja bahkan sambil tidur. Lagi capek...bete...sedih...seneng...patah hati. Pokoknya dimanapun, kapanpun.
Isi playlist saya macem-macem dan kebanyakan punya cerita. Misalnya nih:
Well, sounds too much tapi kalau sehari aja nggak dengerin playlist di iphone, rasanya ada yang kurang. Berangkat kantor, jalan kaki ke kost, di kantor sembari bikin expenses, di taksi, di bus, di pesawat bahkan di mobil pas lagi pergi sama rombongan sirkus. Lagi nunggu, sambil makan (kalau makan sendiri tapinya), lagi di toilet, belanja bahkan sambil tidur. Lagi capek...bete...sedih...seneng...patah hati. Pokoknya dimanapun, kapanpun.
Isi playlist saya macem-macem dan kebanyakan punya cerita. Misalnya nih:
- Ho Do Tuhan-nya Sari Simorangkir: karena lagu ini selalu dipasang selama masa perkabungan waktu bapak nggak ada.
- Pelangi Kasih (Maria Shandi): lagu ini kita nyanyiin waktu bulan keluarga di gereja 16 Oktober 2011. Pas seminggu sebelum bapak nggak ada. Keiko berani nyanyi solo 1 bait.
- When we pray (Jonathan Butler): lagi nangis bombay di mobil pas pulang kantor karena bahas bapak yang nggak setuju sama hubungan saya dan FLo.
- Half Crazy (Johnny Gill)/Akhir Cerita Cinta (Glenn Fredly)/Takkan Terganti (Kahitna)/You Don't Miss Your Water (Craig David)/Doin' Just Fine (Boyz II Men)/All At Once (Whitney Houston): nemenin masa-masa patah hati akut 2005-2009. Bisa sampai nangis darah dengernya.
- That's What Friends Are For (Dionne Warwick): lagu kebangsaan waktu Senat jaman kuliah dulu. Nyanyiin lagu ini bareng mahasiswa baru di akhir masa ospek.
- So In Love (UNV)/You Are The Best Thing In My Live: pernah ngebayangin lagu ini ada di wedding playlist. Apa boleh buat. Akhirnya mesti bubar di tengah jalan :)
- You Make My World So Colorful (Daniel Sahuleka): ini lagu jaman baru jadian sama FLo. Mencinta sangat judulnya :)
- Banyak lagunya Glenn Fredly: karena saya nge-fans banget.
- Semua lagu Korea: udah jelas efek Coffee Prince dan Gong Yoo oppa :). Sampai dibikinin folder khusus dan udah sebulan ini dengerin playlist ini terus-terusan. Biarpun nggak ngerti artinya.
Ada juga sih yang nggak ada memori apapun tapi memang suka banget. Yang ini jelas lagu-lagu 90-an kayak New Snow (Flim & The Bbs) atau Ellie-nya Bill Champlin.
Ada lagu-lagu yang baru hitungan bulan, tapi nggak sedikit yang udah tahunan nggak diganti.
Thursday, January 01, 2015
2015
Goodbye 2014
Welcome 2015
New hope
New plan
Dear God,
Am still waiting for the rainbow
Will I see it this year?
Welcome 2015
New hope
New plan
Dear God,
Am still waiting for the rainbow
Will I see it this year?
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